Destined to not know

I'll never know.
I'm destined to not know.
It could be spinning around me, but my tears won't allow me to see.

I wish that you were here: i wish that, the world i dream of, was here too.
I'm hoping everyday, that maybe when i turn around i'll see it all there.
No such luck- Dont forget, i'm destined not to know.

I think 'Maybe one day, don't stop hoping'.
Well lets just say i tried, but sometimes trying doesn't get you everywhere.

Before i go to sleep, i pray that in the morning, when i wake up- it may look different- It may have turned into reality.

I want to see it, i want to feel it, i want my heart to feel warm.
I need to stop having false dreams- my false hope.
I need to know, this is what drives me crazy.
I wish to see for if only one day that you exist and believe in me.

I know, i know: i'm not destined to know.
Somehow i don't care- i'm gonna keep trying, i'll find it all somewhere.
Because i believe in you, i believe in this.

I cant stop wandering, through every part of this world, just in case i've missed it.
Maybe you're looking for me too,
Maybe you're believing in me after all, i don't know, maybe.

Well, so what?
I am destined to not know,
but im gonna make it there, im gonna see it.
Some people, afterall do believe, it is you who controls destiny.